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050906

heyy first post for september. cried so many times alr. grrr. cried because too happy. cried because too stressed. cried because too tired. too emo alr x:

hmmmm. so many things to type. cant really rmb everything. but yupp. i've been trying nt to use the comp so often! study mood la. just nw came home for lunch. then after that tried to study. but ate two slices of kraft cheese and one chocolate bar and one yoghurt. yucks. and studied carboxylic acids the whole afternoon only. then kept dozing off! yucks. waste time. go back to school for intensive studying again! no more trying such nonsense

finally replied the mail x: this time my fault. one wk nv reply at all. SORRY! :l i really nv use the comp la bleah

went back to st nicks on thursday. super glad i did. although i was waiting for cab with weiling for half an hour la zzz. and it costs the same as if i were to go back home can zzz. bishan->amk = bishan->serangoon gdns? hmmm. ms quek still rmbs my name! hugged her and ms jacob! (: haha. felt gd to be back :D ms quek! my fav teacher! love her to bits and pieces!! happy she won the caring teacher award (: last year there were more four truth pple la. but then again it's the teachers who still rmb me that really made me smile (: yupp. then as i walked dwn to the mep rm, rmbed the times i had to stay back after school and walk down for mep lessons or string pracs. aiy. the place still looks so familiar! just that the colour has changed to yucky one. no such thing as sharing classrooms. saw mr cher! aiy. havent seen his son yet. and i still owe him coffee x: he has terrible eyebags la! hmmmm. he helped me alot with my compo for mep. and i gt my distinction! (: then wanted to eat orange bowl but the queue was really long! x: another day!! walked out with mui and was playing with her umbrella. reminded me of the times i'll go home with her or bernadine! aiy. those memories (: went macs to buy lunch for nina and saw clar with julian (: cabbed back to school cause it was raining and it costs the same again la. aiy. must be the immense number of traffic lights. anyway. miss those times when i had more friends than acquaintances. *sigh

what else. umm. psc talk was nothing much. haha. the rsaf and legal service booth pple were so willing to give me their advice and souvenirs (: but cnt la. haha. i'm nt going to go through bmt and i really dont want to step into the politics thingy again. law concerns alot of uh bickering and whatever.

oh yes. my dad says i shld learn and grow up. i shouldnt lose sleep over what others say or do. aiy. my dad is really my source of strength (: in the car every morning i gain new knowledge (: yes. i'll priortise and keep to my principles and be responsible for what i say and what actions i take (: i'll direct my focus to what is important for me! all along i've placed people over responsibility, i'ld rather have friends than posts and whatever la. but to get far in life, i'll have to change! plus. maintaining relationships require time and effort. relationships include friendship, with teachers, with people around and extended family. family is ultimately most important then i'll have to think of what my goals are alr la! and hard work is the key to success. nt that i didnt knw. but oh well. it's just really hard to focus. hmmm. seems like being ambitious but i'll strive to change! (:

my sister suddenly told me that people think in rj and hc, it's the girls chasing the guys. i immediately thought of ___ and i just laughed and say minority. really meh. will ask jemlam tmr.

okay. mugging again!

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